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[January 01, 2008 @ 6:26pm] |
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i am pathetic...a year and a half later and i am still hung up in this forbidden love....only im more way in over my head than i ever could have imagined
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[May 05, 2007 @ 12:02pm] |
Biggest thanks to a wise woman, best friend and sister for teaching me and helping me to realise these things...
In the midst of a situation of selfish desire, it is hard to see the facts without having a cloudy perspective. Even if you do see the hard fact, selfish desire will always cloud your choices.
Give in for the wrong reasons and trust that the person you gave in to, is well aware and will use your weakness to coax you next time.
People do change and act differently when they're placed in certain situations, even if the situation is behind closed doors where you should assume people are ultimately themselves but sin will always hide our true selves that only God can see past.
Either way you cut it, you're going to have to make some form of sacrifice.
There is no easy out of a situation...the only difference is that you can either make it better and move on, or worse and continue to dig your grave.
Relationships are constantly evolving, due to human nature one poor selfish choice can move a relationship to limbo or level that can not be brought back to a past state. Reality is, it can't be okay until both parties both decided to step away from those inhibitions.
What you do in life doesnt just have an effect on yourself but on a multitude of people around you. Your decisions and mistakes will always have a domino effect. What If's can be a danger to yourself if thought through too much.
People will use you as a scapegoat for their own unhappiness, dont use it as an excuse for poorly made decisions, you are ultimately still responsible for your actions
Jealous guilt is not guilt at all, but a poorly justified excuse.
Selfish desire sometimes creates an environment to place ourselves purposely in compromising situations...and when your doing what you can to be close in righteousness prepare for temptation to be thrown upon you.
If you are quick to give in to what is wrong, then thats a sign that there is still a lot of growing left to do, and what you think you know or have learnt you havent really at all. It is different to know in your head than to act on what you know. Its all about application.
Constant conditioning; its never just a one step process.
Someone can tell you what you already know, but regardless what they say, it wont change anything. Its the choices you make on your own that define the situation. It can only change when you indefinately choose to change it.
Some have a terrible track record for learning the hard way. You may get there eventually, but who do you hurt along the way. Its all about lack of faith.
This give in, feel good in the moment and then kick yourself later thing isnt healthy. It isnt going to justify what your doing. (something that really kicked me in the ass)
Intentions are only good if you actually carry through with them.
Also written... most likely the most profound statement written by a human, cant really talk for sea gulls... they have their own culture.
Chocolate is a sweet gift to girls made with love from the Mesoamerican civilization... screw what shape it comes in, all tastes the same.
At the time I was angry, frustrated and confused and if you could have seen me at the time I was acting like a spoilt child. I started to get angry at you for telling me all these things but quickly realise someone had to before I got too far.
For everything you do, have ever done and continue to do for me, I am always eternally grateful.
je taime plus que le gateau
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[February 20, 2007 @ 4:50pm] |
Be yourself.
Who would think the most normal and simple things could be someones hobby...eating, sleeping, grooming....no wonder christines nickname for me is Kitten..
There is nothing wrong with being you, cos God made you the way you are and he would give up his only son before he would give up on you.
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